I’m so tired of this generation that I was born into. Why can’t things be like in movies? and yes i know, it sounds so unoriginal and like every single high schooler ever. But as a college student, who is not into the whole “netflix and chill” thing, I WANT IT TO BE LIKE THE MOVIES. I do not want pointless sex. I do not want to knot know where I stand with a guy. I want communication, I want cute lovey dovey stuff. I WANT IT ALL.
But due to the fact that I am a very complicated and complex creature, I don’t allow myself to have it. I had it once, and then I let it go. He loved me so deeply and so hard but instead of helping me try and understand, it was alwasy used against me. And yes, this goes to say that I am one of those dark and twisty girls. (shoutout to you if you know the reference) BUT, it doesn’t change the fact that i need someone that knows how to love, handle and deal with the darky and twisty when it comes out. Trust me, it comes out. Not in ways, like I lash out and become this monstrous bitch. In ways that I get lost and forget whose there for me. Sometimes I need to be reminded that i have someone constantly reminding me, they’re are cheering for me on the sidelines.
Instead, in this day and age, I get snapchats like “wya”, “wyd” and “wanna have sex”. NO. NO. NO. and umm oh yeah, NO!
Give me the corny, the sweet, and the innocent, that with time, grows into the not so innocent ❤️